Brissy has reduced my humanity to that of a sloth. Which totally reminds me that Don said I resemble the squirrel from Ice Age!! you know the one that's obsessed with cracking this acorn and ends up getting struck by lightning... LOL

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I just feel so tired ALL the time. I fall asleep in the car, I fall asleep just reclining on the couch ( ok maybe that one was kinda planned haha), heck I even fall asleep before completing my daily routine of staring at the ceiling for five minutes while lying on my bed to reflect on my day, which is something I do everyday while I'm in Australia.
The main point is I've been sleeping so much, so much so that I've been sleeping through weekends.
wait for it, wait for it..........wait for it....... I think this ( my internship) is the hardest I have pushed myself physically in terms of the number of productive hours per day..JAW-DROPPING MOMENT for all you hardcore workaholics MY age...there are so many of you out there it is seriously spoiling the market...
anyway I've kind of forgotten about this livejournal or perhaps I've gotten too lazy to write but after reading the latest post on the Grey's Anatomy Blog I felt inspired to you know pen down some insight into my intriguing and occasionally sinister thoughts..
as I'm typing..Mum is trying to coax max to go into the doghouse..she starts out gently then her tone of voice gets more threatening as he refuses to budge and finally she reverts back to a sweet voice to which he totally ignores..it's amusing how she refers to him as ' that boy' like he's really her youngest son..:)
my room's currently undergoing a makeover ...its no longer a rose pink but a 'peach blush' with lily white borders..I've stayed in the room for 10 years and within that period of time it has gone through a tremendous amount of superficial change... but I still have the same roomie and I still stare at the same spot on the ceiling haha
this whole makeover thing just made me stop to think how much I've changed over the past ten years.. I used to be crazy over caucasians,PHIL NEWMAN ring any bells for you bethelites?
Eunice recently posted this picture on FB from that camp and I just sat in front of my screen laughing for a jolly 10 minutes.. then I went overseas and to my horror learnt that Singapore may just have double the amount of cute guys as compared to brissy.. especially our swimmers! I love you zach ong and danny yeo :) ( Do not be freaked out if you are reading this because my heart has a mind-blowing capacity to love good-looking things!)
I've also realised that I do feel some sense of despair over my lack of achievement in life thus far..evident when I wake in the morning wishing I was taylor swift who earns millions from writing cheesy love songs and producing cheesier love mtv's.. and there's Daniel Radcliffe who earns billions from swishing a wand around mumbling some hocus pocus crap... my only form of comfort comes from reading the life stories of Bridget Jones and Adrian Mole..hahahahah or diary of a wimpy kid for that matter..
and finally I realised different things distract me.. I couldn't focus in cet today not because I was catching up on the latest gossip BUT because ramesh's bald shiny head was reflecting so much light all I could do was stare in amazement...I am not making a judgement, it is merely an observation haha next sunday I will force myself to look at his face instead and at the very least lip read so I actually learn..haha God Bless me..
anyway I would ramble on but it's chocolate time! so off I go to stuff my face full of happiness :)
YAY ME!